Everything's Final

Dear blog

Everything is final now. The climax has been written. And even if I want to change it, I am not allowed to do so... Things are about to come to an end, and it's scary... it's scary to come out of the protected and warm world I am used to live in. It's scary to step into a world where only the survival of the fittest is a rule ! Rules of the game will be changed soon... And probably, at first, I will not be able to figure out how to play the game... But then, before all that, there are these final moments that are still with me. And hence, I really want to live through them... Following are the desperate words of such a desperate girl...

Before the curtain finally falls,
This one's probably the last scene and the last chance,
To give it my best shot,
To play the best me, I can ever be ...

Before the final moment of the game arrives,
This one's the last ball and the last chance,
To not just play the best shot,
But to play my shot, I always craved to play ...

Before the final stroke of the brush,
This one's the last chance and the last gaze on my scenery,
To play with the colours of innocence,
And to bathe in the fantastic colours of life ...

Before finally stepping out,
This one's the last chance,
To take a look around,
To endure all that I will so very miss ...

Before my final goodbye,
This one's the last chance,
To embrace it all,
To embrace my soon-to-be ex-world ...

It's not that I will lose my world,
It's just that I wont find it again !
I know it will be there in every bit of me,
And will be there within me till the eternity ...

Fight on, Move on and hence Live on ...

I am back with a bang !

Dear blog

Just emotions and that's it... My world has changed and I am yet to unpack 'my things'. I am yet to settle down and get used to this new breeze around me.I really want to love this new place since my angels have shown the confidence that I will surely love it. I TRUST them and I believe in God. And hence, here I am, sharing a glimpse of my new world with all of you...

Flowers And The Bee

God introduced me to a bee,
A humming bee it was.
She was a rock star of her world,
She always had a smile and a melody to hum...

She had her own definitions,
A serious mission was her sincere adventure!
Flying high with minimal regrets,
She got just sweet honey to offer...

And then came a twist in the tale
A sincere mission became her serious misadventure!
The world crowned her as the new Queen Bee
With lights, camera and lots of action...

She took a look at the same world from her throne,
And she doubted her very own definitions!
Wearing teary eyes and a nervous smile,
She forgot the melody she used to hum...

It took a while for her to unpack her things,
To hum again and love the world she's in!
Once in a while, she does miss her old world,
Only to realize that she must move on while the Show goes on...

Fight on, Move on and hence Live on...

Dedicated To My Friend...

Dear all
I am sad. One of my most special friends has decided not to talk anymore. And hence, I dedicate the following poem of mine to this friend, whom I call Smiley !



My Smiley and Me !

My nights have never been more restless...
Days did never turn this senseless...
My words and my voice strangely went silent...
For I'm losing my Smiley and the many smilies sent...

Me minus my Smiley has no meaning...
And not even my Smiley knows I'm silently weeping...
It's not just cuisines which went tasteless...
For I'm losing my Smiley and the many smilies sent...

My eyes only looked for my Smiley in the crowd...
And the mere sight was a 'stupid' reason to smile...
And see where I am today, painfully trying to be invisible...
For I'm losing my Smiley and the many smilies sent...

There have been days when we chose not to talk...
And then the following nights thinking why not...
I just got to cry today as I don't have a choice anymore...
For I'm losing my Smiley and the many smilies sent...

Fight on, Move on and hence Live on ...