Dear blog
I know I am landing here after a really long spell... It's been a while, may be more than just a while since I last made my presence felt in this virtual world of mine... But, honestly, I would want to admit that I was busy... I was busy doing absolutely 'nothing'... and surprisingly I don't regret that! I had always been busy working constructively... and arguably for the first time ever, I enjoyed being more of a useless! It was a pleasant change... I did have moments when the urge to share through my tit-bits appeared necessary (though not sufficient!) to feel alive, but then I just let it be! To be more elaborative, I would say I found it difficult to put some 'newer' and 'unknown' feelings in words... I could not find the right words for the right 'things' at the right time... and I wonder if they can ever be... But after all said and done, I feel I will only keep completing myself if I keep living through my words... So, here it goes... about an old breeze... which is missing on the new roads promising newer breezes... and about choices I could never make...!
The Absurdity Of Today's Tomorrow!
Plugging in deafening music,
I slept, singing along as if I've moved on!
Waking up
uncomfortably on a dizzy morning,
With ear-phones under me, still singing on!
Though I loved loving
life then,
I'm shouting now that I'm missing it no more!
Putting on dresses, wearing on
masks,
I'm still wondering who am I living for!
Talking to someone
through the mirror,
I tried figuring out if things did fumble up!
Impossible dreams were what I kept chasing,
Not believing the possibility of impossibilities!
Tik-tok, tik-tok and yet another
tik-tok
Reminded me that life
minus me is moving on!
But letting it go just wasn't an option,
So, I started dreaming incredibly more!
Winning things might be good,
But losing a single someone is bad indeed!
Battlefield was where I found myself in,
And perhaps losing there is
just a moment away...
Fight on, Move on and hence Live on...
