Wednesday 30 December 2009

Dear blog

I am overflowing with very strong emotions these days. I don't know what has went wrong and where, but I do know that something has gone wrong ! And in the meanwhile, trying to figure out the reasons, I have some words to share. This one's really intense, at least from my side. The only reason for such intensity may be my guilt. But then, that's how I feel right now!


That Night And That Song

On one of 'those' nights,
She held the mike and felt the stage.
The audience's world went dull
Against 'those' glossy eyes and 'that' vibrant image ...

Her songs had turned her previous nights musical,
'That' passion came quite naturally to her.
She was told her voice was lovable,
And 'that' made even her days musical ...

She had 'her' idol too,
For whom she wanted to sing better.
It was definitely one of 'those' nights
When dreams and reality ought to come closer ...

Having sung for so many times now,
The stage's magnanimity shouldn't have bothered her.
But overwhelmed with hopes, dreams and emotions,
'That' lovable voice choked and hell broke upon her ...

She was standing right 'there', crying perhaps,
Her little hands, collecting bits of 'those' broken dreams.
Guilt and pain and tears and nothing
For she failed to sing 'her' song to the world ...

She knew the words, she had the rhythm,
Her soul was singing the very song to her.
May be, God wanted her song to remain a 'secret',
And hence, the world was still unconquered ...

After all 'that' happened,
She got no courage to live on.
But she decided to move on
For she owed a lot to someone ...



Fight on, Move on and hence Live on ...

Friday 25 December 2009

A kid who's not kidding !

Dear all

First of all, Merry Christmas to all of you. May your life gets merrier than ever. I hope Uncle Santa paid you a visit on the Christmas eve.

During the days i didn't blog, I was busy pondering upon the fantastic colours of my life. God has been so kind to bless me with a wonderful mentor, a fantastic smiley and some lovely angels. I just penned down 'something'. It's again a bit of me and a bit of what I have always wanted to be ! I know that's a little complicated to understand. So, here's what I wrote :

I've got 'evidences' !

At the sight of a falling star,
I close my eyes,
I fold my hands,
And I make a wish ... still !

In the moments of confrontation,
I feel guilty at heart,
I lose to the mighty truth,
And I don't shy away from saying sorry to mum ... still !

On the days not so beautiful,
I like to show that I have a bad mood,
I fight with my friend,
And I end up crying for the same ... still !

On the eves of Christmas,
I bell my Christmas tree,
I hang socks with a clip,
And I wait for the Santa ... still !

In the nights so dreamy,
I do not go to sleep too fast,
I like to dream with my heart,
Knowing I wont make it too far ... still !

I've got 'evidences' to prove
That I'm not a grown up ... still !
I'm not kidding when I say,
I am still a kid !!!


Fight on, Move on and hence Live on ...