To My Darling, With Love!

Dear blog

I am having a bad time, bad nights and even worse days! Life has lost its charm for me... and it might never regain it! Amidst all my pain, I had started causing pain too... I felt like hurting others for life is hurting me... I was always afraid of the day when I would be a 'lesser me'... and I hate to admit that I AM A 'LESSER ME' these days. But there's still one darling of mine who smiled at me beautifully and for some reason, I forgot my misery... for a short moment, I wanted to live life again... The following poem is nothing but the essence of being with that angel :

When I hated trying

And eventually, not trying;

When I wanted to envy

Every ray of your light;

I heard you whistling around

Sounding incredibly stupid but adorable;

And then You cuddled me like a spring breeze

All I mustered was a scattered smile...

When I wanted to be disgraceful

And really acted like one;

When I painted my nails black

And smiled wickedly at life;

I saw you jumping besides

Showing how happy you were to be happy;

And then you offered me a share of your cake

All I managed was a plain "Yummy, Wow!"...

I was ashamed to be incomplete,

You smiled gratefully at others completing you!

I was desperate to be a bad girl,

You celebrated being a girl all through!

I preferred the dark hours of the dusk,

You arranged for disco lights to brighten it up!

I cried more when You saw my tears,

You threw a party as you shared the secret!

I told you that I have a hard life,

Knowing that it would have been harder without you!

You showed me how easy things were,

And with a smile, how easier things could be...

Fight on, Move on and hence Live on...